ILLUMINATION
The Zohar says
that although there are many grades or levels of closeness to God, they are all
the same grade ultimately. This is because
each of them is illuminated by the same light coming from the Infinite
Source. Through extrapolation we can
take that to mean that even an inveterate criminal carries the light of God in
him to some degree, and if he could be open to see that light inside himself he
could become as worthy as a saint.
Surely only God knows why people do the wicked things they do, and if He
knows all He can forgive all. If we
could reach that level of understanding we too could forgive.
The Zohar says
nothing about the reasons why people sin.
It does say that they are consumed by vanity and greed and lust, but not
even in its deeper explorations does it explain why this should be so. Yet there is a clue in the Ari’s
interpretation of the vessels having broken because they could not hold the
light, and the endless quest to repair the vessels. Each person has the same light of God within
him however tiny that remaining fragment might be. In our journey to wholeness we can only trust
that that light is there, since we are not strong enough to even look at
it. Subliminally or unconsciously each
person knows this, and this sets up a need or a yearning that must be met
somehow. Because they do not know what
they are looking for, people attempt to find fulfillment in power, wealth or
sex. And because these never satisfy
they go to greater and greater lengths to find satisfaction. When they do not find it, they become full of
fear, and the fear causes them to act with cruelty to protect what they do
have. But if they can only get the
smallest glimpse of their own small light they can focus on a different kind of
search for which the fulfillment can be instantaneous; there can be a sudden recognition that they
always had within them what they had always sought.
Jacob’s well is a
partial analogy of this. In the desert a well or a spring is the most precious
thing there is. To know where to dig is
the most precious knowledge that one can have under those circumstances. To be prepared to dig as deep as necessary
for as long as it takes requires courage and persistence, and to dig the well
on behalf of other people and also the animals one is responsible for shows
service to God. One can map this image
to the internal search, digging for the light that is always there if you know
where to look for it, persisting in the face of thirst and sorrow and
exhaustion, hoping to find the light so it can be shared with others — these
are messages that the Zohar repeats over and over to us in different ways, and
we will find the same lesson as we work through more of its explanations.
The light inside
oneself can be examined by way of the Sefirot.
Just as kabbalah has mapped the Sefirot onto the body, they can be
mapped onto one’s life in a similar way, and they can help to divide the
illumination into a rainbow of more easily comprehensible colors. This can be done on a daily basis by looking
at whatever the critical problem of the day happens to be. For example, if the problem were a health or
a financial or an emotional crisis, one could think about each of the qualities
suggested by the Sefirot and decide which would be the most important at this
time. To solve your problem would it be
best to ask for strength? loving-kindness? understanding? wisdom? a firm foundation? The very exercise of examining the problem in
this way may be enough to bring a solution to the fore. It will certainly give you a focus for prayer
as you have a better idea of what you need.
In the long term it will also happen that as you need each of the Sefirot/qualities
in turn you will move from one to the next until you find that your life has
been brought into balance in a way that you could not have anticipated. Moving back and forth in your needs and
prayers from left to right, up and down, right to left again, you will
eventually find yourself in the center — and you will have embodied all those
qualities because you prayed for them and focused on them. Then they will truly be mapped onto your body
and your spirit as the Tree of Life, and will always be that accessible part of
God that lives inside you. This is how
the light becomes rejoined and made whole, and how it can finally be seen as
the illumination from God Himself. Then
the vessel is truly restored.
Earlier I wrote
that each of the six days of creation are said in the Zohar to correspond to
one of the six Sefirot Chesed, Gvurah, Tiferet, Netzach, Hod and Yesod. Following the exercise above, it will be
interesting to look at each of the six days together with its Sefirot and
together with the quality prayed for in times of need, to see what new
understandings arise.
Chesed. Day One: In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth. And the earth was without form, and void; and
darkness was upon the face of the deep.
And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters. And God said, Let there be light: and there
was light. And God saw the light, that
it was good: and God divided the light from the darkness. And God called the light Day, and the
darkness he called Night.
Chesed is
representative of loving-kindness or Mercy, and stands as a balance point to
Gvurah, which is strict judgment. Some
interpreters of kabbalah have also equated each of these six days and these six
Sefirot with the great cosmic cycles, or shmittah. So in the first cycle, on the first day, this
quality of loving-kindness is evinced as the predominant force of both creation
and sustenance. To individualize this
lesson is not very difficult. It
describes how each person was and is created — through the will of God we are
each created lovingly from light; this is the same light that is always
available inside us and that always connects us to Him and provides endless
sustenance. The is the light that orders
and makes sense of the chaos in our lives, the light that began the cosmic
cycles at a time when there was as yet no sin or error, the light that fills
the fetus before it emerges into the light of this world. From the Koran (Sura XXIV): God is the Light of the heavens and the
earth; the likeness of His Light is as a niche wherein is a lamp (the lamp in a
glass, the glass as it were a glittering star) kindled from a Blessed Tree.
Gvurah. Day Two: And God said, Let there be a firmament in the midst of the
waters, and let it divide the waters from the waters. And God made the firmament, and divided the
waters which were under the firmament from the waters which were above the
firmament: and it was so. And God called
the firmament Heaven.
The firmament
described here is not just the sky, as commonly thought, nor is it the vast
blankness of space. It is among other
things the life-giving atmosphere that enables breath for all the inhabitants
of earth — the thing they need first the moment they are born, the precious
air. God divided that which could not
sustain mankind from that which could; in this way he prepared the world for
the arrival of all living creatures.
Within an individual person the preparation must also be made, providing
‘oxygen’ for the soul as it seeks to find God.
It seems difficult to relate the creation of the atmosphere to Gvurah,
or the harsh judgment of God. This is
because it requires a slightly different interpretation. Gvurah is also power, the force required to
overcome obstacles and to take the correct path. As each person begins his journey and falls
away from the pure light that was available to him when he was pure spirit, he
requires force and judgment to make his way.
And this is also the cosmic cycle that we have been living through for a
long time — the cycle that has moved mankind forward in so many ways but has
been so devoid of the love and beauty that should have surrounded it, and that
have surrounded it in past ages, and that will surround it again in the
future. As each child moves from birth
through self-discovery to the awareness and care of others, he goes through the
same progression from Chesed to Gvurah to Tiferet, moving left and right toward
the essential balance that mirrors the balance of the universe itself.
What else is the
firmament? The waters that it divided are the emotive principle of creation,
the force field that brings atoms and molecules together in a flow that keeps
them together in meaningful patterns.
The waters spoken of here participate in the quality of God’s creation
insofar as they are the carriers of all things, the matrix within which all
things keep their shape and momentum and direction. The waters above the firmament are strictly
in the ideal set, i.e. they are mental and illusionary but generative of the
waters below the firmament, which are the physical manifestation of the flow
and creation. The firmament itself is
that semi-permeable barrier that allows the movement from the upper mental
state to the physical state on the third-dimensional plane. The power implied by the Sfirah Gvurah is
markedly present in the division of these waters, and the creation of a force
field that enables the movement from the heavens to the earth. And in that creation there is the
foreknowledge of the beauty that will follow.
Tiferet. Day Three: And God said, Let the waters under the heaven be gathered
together unto one place, and let the dry land appear: and it was so. And God called the dry land Earth: and the
gathering together of the waters called he Seas: and God saw that it was good. And God said, Let the earth bring forth
grass, the herb yielding seed, and the fruit tree yielding fruit after his
kind, whose seed is in itself, upon the earth: and it was so. And the earth brought forth grass, and herb
yielding seed after his kind, and the tree
yielding fruit, whose seed was in itself, after his kind: and God saw
that it was good.
Centered in the
body, modifying and unifying judgment and mercy, Tiferet or Beauty represents
the heart of the divine balance. On the
third day of creation God provided the platform for man: the earth itself. Along with that came the first living things,
the first things to exhibit growth. In any person there is the sea of spirit and
the dry land that represents daily life; in the long shore between them there
is the endless meeting, advancing and retreating, the tides carrying the spirit
into daily life and then away again. It
is growth that causes the change from day to day; without growth all movement
would cease. This sounds much like the
pulsing of the heart, without which the life of the body would cease
altogether. Here in this cycle there is
no preponderance of harsh judgment, nor is there strictly speaking mercy
without judgment; there is the balance that makes earthly life what it is and
that requires constant readjustment on the part of the person who swims, walks
and grows in the sea and on the land.
When you swim in the water there is perfect justice: if you know how to
swim you live, and if you do not learn to swim you drown. When you walk on the land there is perfect
justice: if you learn how to find sustenance you live, and if you do not you
starve. In both there is the perfect
mercy that we are shown how to swim and how to find sustenance; it is up to us
to do what is required. And in more than
one sense Malchut is the principle of growth.
The world IS the principle of growth.
Netzach. Day Four: And God said, Let there be lights in the firmament of the
heaven to divide the day from the night; and let them be for signs, and for seasons,
and for days, and years: And let them be for lights in the firmament of the
heaven to give light upon the earth: and it was so. And God made two great lights; the greater
light to rule the day, and the lesser light to rule the night: he made the stars
also. And God set them in the firmament
of the heaven to give light upon the earth, And to rule over the day and over
the night, and to divide the light from the darkness: and God saw that it was
good.
There is an
absolute mystery to be explored here, and that is how God could have created
the light on the first day, and separated Night from Day on the first day, and
yet not have created the sun until the fourth day. What did the Day consist of before the sun
and the stars existed? The answer is
that the Day was an abstract conception of the light itself. It meant that along with light, God created
the great alternator or pendulum that brought all things round and round from
season to season, year to year, back and forth, back and forth in a never-ending
repetitive cycle of On and Off. The
light switch can exist before the light bulb is placed into the socket. Netzach is Stability or Victory, and with Hod
is one of the two legs or supports of the body, and one of the two columns that
support everything. In kabbalah Netzach
is said to vanquish Judgments, and what else but the rule of light could
vanquish judgments? In the individual
there is the light of the Spirit of God and the light of one’s own lower
spirit, both of which rule over the personality and give it understanding and
clarity.
Hod. Day Five: And God said, Let the waters bring forth abundantly the
moving creature that hath life, and fowl that may fly above the earth in the
open firmament of heaven. And God
created great whales, and every living creature that moveth, which the waters
brought forth abundantly, after their kind, and every winged fowl after his
kind: and God saw that it was good. And
God blessed them, saying, Be fruitful, and multiply, and fill the waters in the
seas, and let fowl multiply in the earth.
Hod is Splendor or
Majesty, and the other of the two legs of the body; both Netzach and Hod are
referred to as Hosts (cf Haazinu), meaning legions or armies, the warriors of
God. On this day God created all the
creatures that swim in the water or fly in the air, those animals that
represent splendor and majesty and that exhibit an easy adaptation to those
media that man cannot live in; men cannot live underwater nor fly in the
air. We aren’t told why God created
these beings that could do what man can not, but apart from their obvious value
as a food source they are also an example to man of things that live beyond
man’s limitations, of other ways of being.
In addition they also have the unlimited joy of moving freely in three
dimensions, something which man can never do on his own. It’s as though God created these joyful
unlimited creatures before he even began to create those creatures which were
earthbound, and thus we see how Hod is manifested in this fifth day of creation. To pray for the qualities suggested by Hod
would be most useful when one is feeling heavy, earthbound and joyless — even
the momentary contemplation of eagles and dolphins takes one into a slightly
different mind-space, a three-dimensional and freer mind-space than the one of
a problem-filled ordinary day.
Yesod. Day Six:
And God said, Let the
earth bring forth the living creature after his kind, cattle, and creeping
thing, and beast of the earth after his kind: and it was so. And God made the beast of the earth after his
kind, and cattle after their kind, and every thing that creepeth upon the earth
after his kind: and God saw that it was good.
And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let
them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and
over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that
creepeth upon the earth. So God created
man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female
created he them. And God blessed them,
and God said unto them, Be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth, and
subdue it: and have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the
air, and over every living thing that moveth upon the earth. And God said, Behold, I have given you every
herb bearing seed, which is upon the face of all the earth, and every tree, in
the which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you it shall be for
meat. And to every beast of the earth,
and to every fowl of the air, and to every thing that creepeth upon the earth,
wherein there is life, I have given every green herb for meat: and it was
so. And God saw everything that he had
made, and, behold, it was very good.
Day six was
governed by Yesod, which is Foundation.
Curious that God didn’t make the land animals on the same day that he
made the animals that swam and flew, but rather made all the other land animals
on the same day that He created man; it seems as though the simple fact that
they all lived on dry land must give them something in common. Perhaps the word ‘grounded’ has a deeper
meaning here that we can’t quite get a grip on; certainly Foundation is the
grounding principle. Yesod is also the procreative principle by which the seed
is brought to the womb. On day five and
on day six God commanded the beings to be fruitful and multiply, to create more
life where He had created the first life.
In this way He gave them a small piece of His own power, and at the same
time He gave the power of dominion over all the other beings to mankind. It was as though He was releasing part of His
hegemony to all living beings and a much greater part to man. When we seem to be in the midst of death, even
if it is the death of our own hopes and dreams, we can meditate on Yesod and
ask for the ability to create new life in ourselves and in others, and in doing
so we will always be reminded of the God who gave first life to everything.